It occurred to me that I never shared my fun little Etsy experience with everyone. If you remember back in the Spring, I announced the grand opening of Sunshine Design's new Etsy shop. After several days and countless hours of editing, tweaking and organizing my listings, it was finally up and running. And although I was only "official" for a short week or two, with no new sales to my name, I had earned some "likes" and gained many new viewers. It felt really good to be among the DIY best-of-the-best!
Then the email came.
I wish I had saved it, but even if I had there might be some hesitation on my part to post it on my blog. It specifically said to keep the enclosed information private, and the last thing I need is someone stumbling upon this little ol' site and hunting me down (although maybe I'm thinking too highly of myself).
In a nutshell, the lawyer for Nickelodeon Merchandising (or something or other) contacted Etsy to "red flag" me for selling Yo Gabba Gabba hats, claiming that I was breaking copyright law... in their eyes, anyways. Etsy promptly sent me an email to inform me about the situation, took down the two Yo Gabba Gabba items I had listed, and issued a stern warning that I was on thin ice with them.
After reading this email, I was shaking.
Shaking with fear and nerves, yes, but also with anger and
rage that out of ALL the shop owners on Etsy who had listings EXACTLY. LIKE. MINE, I was the one being reprimanded. New shop owner, no sales, basically the "loser" of the Etsy kids, yet I was being picked on.
The last line of Etsy's email stated that I could contact the lawyer directly for any further information. You bet your sweet butt that's what I did! I started by doing what I felt was necessary and apologizing for any confusion or unintentional breaking of copyright laws, assuring her that I am new to the world of online selling and assumed what I was doing was okay because everyone else was doing. (Does that make me sound like a misguided child or what?) I then demanded to know WHY, out of ALL the people they could have chosen to scold, they chose me? WHY were the rest of these people still going about their lives with their clearly "illegal" listings still posted on Etsy, yet my new and humble shop was having its listings taken away?
Do you know that I never received a reply? The clear sign of a bully right there.
I was so sick over the whole thing and, honestly, so completely discouraged, that I took down my shop all together and called it a day. The fear of being called out for something else was too great, and the feeling of failure at something so many others were finding success in just weighed too heavily on my mind.
I haven't put much effort into selling any items lately, and there hasn't even been much crocheting for pleasure going on in these parts. As I'm sitting here re-telling the story, it's occurred to me that the whole Etsy situation did more than discourage me from having an online shop--it sucked the joy out of something I loved doing. Hopefully I can find my way back to enjoying my crochet hobby again. As the holidays draw near, I've started working on a few gifts for people, and I'm also eager to make some things for Baby just as soon as we find out the sex! Otherwise, I could just care less about making money with this gig anymore.
Have any of you had similar situations happen, or have you let something or someone discourage you from doing what you find joy in?